It's almost here

My Transformation Kit should be arriving today! Which means I'm starting my shakes tomorrow morning! I can't wait to start shedding the pounds. I just did my measurements and dude it's gross. I have NEVER taken them before and I'm so grossed out with myself. I can't wait to start working hard everyday, and to FINALLY start seeing all my pounds gone! It's going to be such a HUGE change in my life! I can't wait to look like I used to many moons ago! It's going to be nice to see everyone's face once I'm skinny again. Especially my sister, who lose weight taking the over the counter weight loss pills, and NEVER worked out a day in her life. And now she can eat whatever she wants and still be super skinny. She thinks that I won't be able to do it, so I can't wait to show her that I can! Of course I'm not losing weight for her, but it'll be nice to rub it in her face, that her "Fat" sister is now skinny just like you, and that you aren't the skinny sister/daughter anymore!

My NEW plan

Hello everybody,
I know it's been a LLLLLOOOONNNNGGGG time since I last wrote. But I'm deciding to write because last night I decided to take a new diet challenge. It's called Body by Vi! It's a 90 day challenge to lose weight. My weekly goals are to lose 5 pounds a week and by 3 months I'm hoping to lose all 50 plus pounds that I would like to lose! I could use everyone's prayers and support! I'll keep updating everyone on how I'm doing!!!

New blog

Hello everyone, I just started my new blog...insitetodance.blogspot.com

You guys should go check it out and come back for new postings, and get your family and friends to as well because This is going to be a grade for me!

Finally

Hey guys, just a heads up, I will be getting a new blog for school. I'll be posting the link when I get it!!! I'll try to keep up with this one, but thought I should give, at least Brit, a heads up that I have a new blog coming up.

Senior year

So today is the start of my final undergrad year! It's crazy to think that I'm finally almost done with college!!! I'm glad though, it's been a crazy 4 years! Well 3 cause I'm entering my 4th year! Anyway, I'm so glad to finally be almost done with college!

Why????

Why does everything have to go from perfect to crap...I had such an amazing day yesterday and now I've had the worst day. Work was by far one of the worst days in a while, my gm said I don't need to eat, you think I don't hear that everyday of my life about my weight issues? I'm so sick of hearing everyone tell me that I'm fat and I need to lose weight, it doesn't help me. From my family, to my boyfriends family and to my job it's just not something I want to hear anymore. I know I'm overweight and not what I used to be, but it's not something that I want to hear every day, I'm reminded every time I look in that mirror and it's so hard for me. But I still just wish that everyone would stop. I just don't know how much more I can take before I have a huge break down, cause I'm already getting close. And now my sister is accusing me of stealing her stupid $40 face wash and it's just getting on my last nerve. Today is just not the best day that I've had and I'm starting to lose my patience about everything. I'm trying so hard to stay cool but if I hear I'm fat and need to lose weight one more time I don't know if I'll be able to stay calm and collected with it anymore. Sorry to let out my aggression on you guys, but it's the best way of dealing with it. Please pray that I find the strength to work hard and lose weight so everyone and their mother can stop saying I'm fat and that I need to lose weight, I know I do, I know I'm overweight, gosh people STOP REMINDING ME.

Rays vs. Yankees

So on Sunday August 1 we went to the Tampa Bay Rays vs. The New York Yankees game which was totally sold out but yet was totally fun! Def not a huge fan of American League Baseball but it was still a lot of fun! The bullpen was on the field which was crazy cause I'm not used to that. I think one of the funniest things was when this major drunk guy was I think trying to climb over the chairs and tripped on one and ended up falling down 2 rows and scared everyone cause he hit his head and wasn't moving, yeah not so funny when you think about it, but the whole drunk thing made it funny! After a little while he started moving which was a good thing! Anyway, it was my first Yankees game and it was so much fun watching the top two American League teams. The only downfall was we didn't get to see A-Rod hit his 600th home run which would have been cool!