Monday, August 23, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Why does everything have to go from perfect to crap...I had such an amazing day yesterday and now I've had the worst day. Work was by far one of the worst days in a while, my gm said I don't need to eat, you think I don't hear that everyday of my life about my weight issues? I'm so sick of hearing everyone tell me that I'm fat and I need to lose weight, it doesn't help me. From my family, to my boyfriends family and to my job it's just not something I want to hear anymore. I know I'm overweight and not what I used to be, but it's not something that I want to hear every day, I'm reminded every time I look in that mirror and it's so hard for me. But I still just wish that everyone would stop. I just don't know how much more I can take before I have a huge break down, cause I'm already getting close. And now my sister is accusing me of stealing her stupid $40 face wash and it's just getting on my last nerve. Today is just not the best day that I've had and I'm starting to lose my patience about everything. I'm trying so hard to stay cool but if I hear I'm fat and need to lose weight one more time I don't know if I'll be able to stay calm and collected with it anymore. Sorry to let out my aggression on you guys, but it's the best way of dealing with it. Please pray that I find the strength to work hard and lose weight so everyone and their mother can stop saying I'm fat and that I need to lose weight, I know I do, I know I'm overweight, gosh people STOP REMINDING ME.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
So on Sunday August 1 we went to the Tampa Bay Rays vs. The New York Yankees game which was totally sold out but yet was totally fun! Def not a huge fan of American League Baseball but it was still a lot of fun! The bullpen was on the field which was crazy cause I'm not used to that. I think one of the funniest things was when this major drunk guy was I think trying to climb over the chairs and tripped on one and ended up falling down 2 rows and scared everyone cause he hit his head and wasn't moving, yeah not so funny when you think about it, but the whole drunk thing made it funny! After a little while he started moving which was a good thing! Anyway, it was my first Yankees game and it was so much fun watching the top two American League teams. The only downfall was we didn't get to see A-Rod hit his 600th home run which would have been cool!
So on Saturday July 31, 2010 I was at Busch Gardens which was 111 degrees well that is with the Heat index and what not. The only down fall was they wouldn't open all parts of the park until 30 minutes after it opened. So we were stuck riding the stupid wooden roller coaster which was not my favorite one due to all the wood and the shaking of the coaster and what not. Then after they opened the rest of the park we went on the Shiekra which was one of the coolest coasters that I've been on in a while! We got to ride that twice in a row along with all the other coasters! We were crazy and got to the park at 8:45 which was cool cause we got to see this cool band who plays when they open! LOL! Anyway we went on two water rides which was cool! Then we left at 6PM after watching 3 really cool shows! One was about how animals and humans can get along together! Which was really cute. The second show we saw was this 4D movie which was interesting and refreshing after all the heat and what not. Then the last show was the craziest we saw there. There was this guy who would balance a bunch of stuff on his chin, the craziest was the ladder! LOL!